communication for the first time

I need someone with whom I can communicate for the first time. This type of communication is presently nonexistent in the contemporary society. To communicate for the first time means that nothing has been decided for us. Reality should be regarded as illusion, so that what we are doing is for the first time. Since it's for the first time, you must have a quality we call impartiality. Impartiality means that you have not yet accepted the ideology of the contemporary society. If you have, then you won't be communicating for the first time. You'll be a spokesperson of society, saying what it wants you to say. e-mail: deepviolet@rocketmail.com